You Are Here

(together)

This week has been hell. I know how to be alone, how to get over someone even when your heart is aching for them — I’ve been there. But I’ve never been here before; a place this raw and vulnerable. I’ve never given in or gone back after setting my mind. See, an older, “stronger” (lesser) version of me wouldn’t think of trying again… but he is too important to let go of so easily.

We’re not back to square one. We’re some place new. We’re working it out. Some things are worth fighting for.

(And yes, that’s a horrible picture of me — my nose doesn’t normally smash itself sideways, I actually do know how kiss like I’m not in 4th grade — but he looks adorable in it).

Must Have Paint

February 9th, 2007

This is what happens when I’m left to my own devices.

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And If You Threw A Party

February 8th, 2007

Friends stepping up and mom freezing out. This one almost makes me sound like I’m not (still) missing my right arm.

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Waves

February 7th, 2007

Out with old distractions, in with new ones.

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Just For Today

February 5th, 2007

Treadmilling in tears but moving forward just the same (or at least trying to look like it). Also, Jesus grows in Brooklyn.

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Breakable

February 5th, 2007

Me & P

So here I am again, broken… and only just after I was celebrating how far we’d come. Had to let go (things are way bigger than me at the moment) but I didn’t want to. My heart is killing me.

I feel like I’ve lost my best friend. Again.

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